on the night like this

On the night like this There's so many things I want to tell you On the night like this There's so many things I want to show you Cause when you're around I feel safe and warm Cause when you're around I can fall in love every day In the case like this There are a thousand good reasons I want you to stay...

tired of drama

These have been nicer, but I'm afraid this is also a sweet beginning to learn "how to say good-bye" I hope it will never happen but I know it will.

The script is always like that. As happened in 2 years ago. Every problem has their own solution,

but it was never there for this problem.

sunday morning

Yes, it's still too early to fill out a journal. I just wanted to write that you are terrific! The greatest I've ever seen, met and loved ♥

one for sorrow

 I wanted your love , but look what its done to me

All my dreams have come to nothing
Who would have believed
All the laughter that we shared would be a memory
I cannot count the tears you've cost me
If I could have seen
And do you ever think of me
And how we used to be?
Oh , I know you're somewhere else right now
And loving someone else no doubt
Well I'm one for sorrow
Ain't it too too bad
Are you breaking someone else's heart
'cos you're taking my love where you are
Well I'm one for sorrow
Ain't it too bad about us
I wanted your love , but I got uncertainty
I tried so hard to understand you
All the good it did me
Now the places that we knew remind of how we were
Everything is just the same
But all I feel is hurt
And do you ever think of me
And how we used to be?

Lo emang gak pernah jadi apa apanya gue siiiiih. Itu juga salah guee tapi ngomong-ngomong makasih ya janji-janji supersweet nya gue masih inget banget loh sampe sekarang

today waaaasss

First of all.....Congratulations buat panitia Green The Earth, acaranya suksesssss loh. Tapi lagi-lagi gue harus kembali ke rumah dengan keranjang yang masih kosong. This is not a good way to become a successful team.

Apasih niiiik ?

I always love someone with a bad way. I also love him when he left or he who never liked me. I wasted it when he was still beside me, patiently. But wake up! Remember what you promised?

*Reflection

Gue gak tau salah gue apa. Gue tau gue bukan siapa-siapa. Tapi gue kangen

*Reflection

Now I feel like karma. There was a horrible man who used to have a good relationship with me. But I am not his girlfriend. Until I finally realized that he was repugnant and excessive. It was never! But he acted like he was my boyfriend and I was his girlfriend. And finally I remove him from the entire mine. Cell phone, Facebook and more. I did not contact him. I am very stupid because I was so close to him.
A few days later he called me and asked me "what's wrong with you?" and I said "nothing, so what's the matter? " and he said "no, I just feel you're away from me. "
I felt sick and finally find a reason to end the conversation. I am pissed. Who is he? Why is he act like that to me? Doggy! (And I still have many stories and evidence that he was repugnant and I was very stupid)

And now I'm in his position. I want to say 'why did he stay away from me? " but I realized we never had anything to do. And I would really be a horrible woman, if I do it.

*reflection

You are an expert on how to make someone really hates you. Mungkin gue jahat ngomongin lo dari belakang. Mungkin lo bisa bilang 'gak seru banget sih lo, gak bisa bercanda dikit.' atau 'canda kali.' tapi gue udah cape. I will consider all the things that come out of your mouth is the voice of wild dog, even though you're consulting with me.